But Now, I Don't Care....

I just have to say, that I have the most amazing bf in the world!

and its soooo great to say it!

i know u may all be rolling your eyes at me and saying...."ya, but thats what everyone always says", but i must say, this is absolutly true!

i have held back from really saying this outwardly just because i was trying not to rub it in certain peoples faces, or making them feel bad, cuz im not that kind of person, "but now, i don't care....."

Jamie is amazing. He's the best kisser i've ever met! (well, kissed!) His lips r so soft and cushiony and big and gentle. I love how he holds me. His strong arms reach around me and comfort me when im sad and lift me up when im happy. His gaze strokes my essence so deeply. They are what stole my heart and encaptured my soul. We can be goofy, or childish, or mature and deep all at the same time and always together. We understand what eachother is talking about and constantly steal eachothers thoughts. Just saying these things brings a lump into my throat from the emotions i feel towards him.

Not only this, we don't argue. EVER! Actually, we had an argument once...we were arguing about the functionality of a coffee table. Which is basically saying, we don't argue. And hes AMAZING with kids! absolutely luvs em! And i luv that about him. And he cooks me amazing dinners. I have more fun when we cook them together, with some wine, just having fun in the kitchen. He is spontaniously neat, and i never have to mommy him. We are on the same level in every way, and oh so different which keeps it fun and interesting!

I love him.

Thanks for everything you do for me everyday, Jamie.

luv chris.